i found this random post and it is oh-so-awesome post!


"the best revenge is happiness. nothing drives people more crazy than seeing someone actually having a good life."


such a lesson. be happy instead of hurting inside and planning for something evil. a big NO!

i wish i could.. 

LOVE MORE

and

ARGUE LESS

salam.

i wanna lose some weight. coz i'm overweight! *okayy tipu. BMI still okay. perasaan mungkin.*
seriously rasa tembam sangat. again, tembam okay, not gemok. n everyone keep saying this,

"eh dah lain la sekarang. macam dah sihat sikit dahh"
"makin comel la sekaraannggg!"

okay not good. benda ni converse okay. vise versa. people talking about gaining weight, i know. only my mom tells me the truth. almost everyday cakap, berat dah naik, lengan dah besar, baju dah ketat blablabla.

aku pon perasan changes. makin malas. kuat tido. buat kerja sikit mesti letih. lepas makan mesti mengantok.

okayy i have to fix this! taknak la dapat penyakit di zaman muda remaja ni. takot oi takot!

so i decide to have a diet yg mudah, selamat dan SIHAT! baru nak cuba, so aku akan update sebab nak pastikan aku betol-betol disiplin n komited =)

TUNGGUUUUUUUUU!!!

bingung

Menangis meraung

Memekik melolong

Tiada lagi, lama terhenti.

Kosong. Sepi.

Tapi kini, bakal terjadi.

Sungguh aku tak mengerti

Mengapa kamu begini

Hilang pergi bila puas mencaci

Jengah kembali pabila aku sendiri.

'Sad Song'

the song.. named as the sad song. for the broken heart.

Pagi ini, aku terhiris jari.

Pedih!

Tapi tak mengapa.

Pedih lagi hatiku ini. Omel aku sendiri.

Cecair merah lalu mengalir. Pekat.

Dan terus mengalir, laju.

Umpamanya titisan jernih ini. Terus sahaja alirannya. Tiada sekatan.

Kemudian? Tiada tindakan.

Biarkan. Biarkan saja.

Puas nanti, berhenti lah. Getus hati ini.

Tapi sampai bila?

Bungkam. Aku tiada jawapan.

someone said, "as time change and people do change"


then i asked, "but the routine should remain the same right?"






sebab routine kan benda yang kita repeat for every single day. perlu ke berubah? if so, kenapaaa???


*sigh*  -________-